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.: Saturday, October 04, 2003 :.
a modest decision,
for times gone awry,
you knew it would backfire,
but still gave it a try.
better off knowing,
then wondering for all,
you swallow your pride,
and step into the fall.
in a daze you move downward,
then come to a hault,
lose track of your being,
aware of your fault.
lay in a puddle,
look up to the sky,
you knew it would backfire,
but still gave it a try.
.: Friday, October 03, 2003 :.
picture yourself, sleeping on a plane,
theres something ticking in the overhead, and inside your brains,
theres bodies in the water,
bodies in the basement,
if heaven's for clean people, its vacant,
and hey are you, you know?
and hey are you being careful?
and hey are you luke warm?
hey ya you are,
I'm frantic, so load me up,
whatever puts me all the way out.
picture yourself, swimming in an ocean,
a million miles from nowhere, and the nearest phone,
theres bodies in the water,
floating all around you,
and all of them are talking,
and they're comedians,
and hey are you, you know?
and hey are you special?
and hey are you deformed?
hey ya you are,
I'm frantic, so load me up,
this seems so practiced,
me fucking this up,
whatever puts me all the way out.
picture yourself, at the mgm grande,
murphy's fighting ockham, you're in the stands,
and somebody in the water,
in the middle of the ocean,
a million miles from nowhere,
and they're alone,
I'm there alone, so deformed,
I'm frantic, so load me up,
this seems so practiced,
so take me all the way out,
whatever puts me all the way out.
Matthew Good Band -- Load Me up -- Beautiful Midnight
.: Thursday, October 02, 2003 :.
its good to change things. with repetition comes stress. its hard to tell when things need to be changed however, and often times the prospect of doing nothing is more appealing then that of something. so how to do it then. how to change.
.: Wednesday, October 01, 2003 :.
Should be up and running now, there may be some stupid updates as I try to get all the kinks out, like the scroll bar still being grey, and the fact that i've got a horizontal scroll, don't want that horizontal scroll shit :(
There is a massive, massive overhaul coming up for this site. I've just finished teaching myself how to use basic style sheets, and a nifty little iframe command.
I've decided to ditch a lot of the features, and focus on something much smaller, and more manageble. Its going to be worth it though, that i'll guaruntee. If all goes well I should have the changes done by the end of this evening. I'm very proud of the new look, and i think it reflects how I continue to learn new skills.
This page was formed around me mastering the table, for when i made it, it amazed me that i was able to. my style sheeted sight is something to behold though, and its coming right up.....
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