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.: Saturday, November 08, 2003 :.
Another Night
the navy sky sees clouds tonight,
the stars they hide behind,
perhaps another night my love,
they'll come out for us to shine.
.: Thursday, November 06, 2003 :.
currently listening to: Matthew Good -- Empty Road
Twenty's an intresting age. People around you finally start to grow up, while others remain as immature as ever. Perhaps I'm making a naive assumption in that everyone grows up at some point in time. At ages much more then twenty there are probably people who would rather throw spit balls at someone, then shake their hand.
So who's in the minority. The immature confused people, who live for the brew and good times; or the calm person sitting in the corner, seeing it all for what it is. Hard to say, but I know which of the two i'd rather be.
.: Wednesday, November 05, 2003 :.
currently listening to: The Watchmen -- My life is a Stereo
expect nothing, and you'll never be dissappointed. Get nothing, and you'll go insane. Its all about the balance, but contrary to balance there are slips. Slips happen. Slips lead to stumbles, stumbles to falls, falls to bruises. Some bruises heal, others scar. You will slip, you will fall, you will bruise, and you will scar. Theres no way around it.
There are however two ways to cope.
Denial/Ignorance. You can turn a blind eye, pretend theres nothing wrong, and hence not let it effect you. It will effect you. It doesn't matter how deep you bury it, its always there. You will never be at ease with yourself and the world when you are in denial. Denial is the easy way out.
You can find a vent, a way to deal. Accept that there are things you can not accept, and instead try to understand that not everything can be understood. Limitations exist. If you can accept and understand, you don't need to know anything. You'll be at ease with yourself, and free of any sort of stress.
I vent by writing. I don't think about what I write, it just comes out of me. I'm glad it comes out of me, I'd rather not have this sort of thing floating around in the back of my mind all the time.
What do you do?
.: Sunday, November 02, 2003 :.
everything you do and see
is based on things that shouldn't be,
from life and death, to dark and light,
the odds against should win the fight,
but here you stand, and here you'll stay,
a chance of fate that had its way.
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