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.: Thursday, March 18, 2004 :.
damned if you do, damned if you don't, damned even if you don't realize theres something to be damned about.
Its amazing, truly amazing. you can give something your all, do everything as it should be done, and get spat on. How are there people with no morals? How can a person be so self serving that nothing other then their own desires matters. It's fucking amazing.
There are people that just vegitate. Do the minimum they can at work, get paid, and spend it on stupid, useless things like alcohol.
I don't drink, I see no reason to, no purpose to it, its useless. Its one of my strongest self morals, and I will not budge on it. Some people however, have a hard time understanding how it is that I can stand by my morals so strongly.
I do it because they mean the world to me. These are the things that define me as a person, the things that make me feel good about my life, and what I'm doing with it. I'm not going to change because some dumb ass thinks I'm dumb.
So, from this point on, I will no longer defend myself to those willing to question my motives. If someone is unable to see why it is I do/don't do the things I do, then they don't deserve to know. Fuck 'em.
.: Sunday, March 14, 2004 :.
It's the surprises.
It's the surprises that make life worth living.
It's the surprises that make life its own kind of hell.
It's the surprises that make good things great.
It's the surprises on which we hope and we dwell.
I can't tell you what will happen tommorow with any kind of confidence. You may tell me that the sun will rise, and eventually set, but thats no guaruntee. An infinite number of things could occur between me writing this and that time which would cause the sun not to rise.
Theres this sense in the human mind that certain things are reliable, don't change. Everything changes in form, everything is always changing. In order to even realize that what we think may be constant may not be, we have to stray away from common sense, and look at things differently. We have to go just a little crazy.
Crazy's a place I've been, Crazy's a place we all go. Some people go there more then others, some people realize when they're there, some people don't.
I'm just a little crazy, but thats the way I like it.
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