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.: Sunday, March 07, 2004 :.
insignificant. everything.
There are places in the world where the words like computer, or television, or food are incomprehensible. Tommorow, here could be one of those places. The power exists to erase all the luxury we bath ourselves in daily.
I'm studying to be a computer engineer, but in the long run of things the chances are that nothing i do in my life will have any sort of significant impact on anything. So whats the point. Why continue to study, when the ultimate purpose of what I learn is to extend a lie.
That lie of course being that the most worriesome thing in the world to me right now is that I have an assignment due tommorow, and I more then likely won't have it done on time. There are far worse things in the world then the worries I force myself into each day.
realizing all this is almost a disturbing kind of release from society. Nothing I do matters, so theres no pressure, but at the same time you see what really does matter, and feel guilty for having it so easy.
heh, to be five again, when none of this mattered.
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